Back to assclown...

Yes, I reneged again.  With assclown. So it goes. 


After receiving happy holiday wishes from him consistently three days later throughout the HoHoHo season, I decided enough was enough.  He is, in fact, an assclown.  However, I asked him to 'borrow' some money because the season really took a bite out of my single mommy's budget.  He replied with a resounding yes, "sure no problem baby, I'll hit you up on pay day."
Payday comes and goes, not response...gee theres a surprise.

Then I remembered, my new years resolution was not to take any more shit.  And, not be a slut, really.  So I called his bluff.

ME:  Just gonna ignore my texts huh?
AC:  No, just have been busy with the kids and whats her name, you know what i mean?
ME:  Whatever, excuses.  You phony, you fake, thats the type of people I hate.
AC:  What-ever.  Lol
ME:  No, I'm serious like a myocardial infarction.  Ive had enough of you and your excuses, so either make the time or just forget about it.
ME:  You suck.  Im done with you.  It aint about the money either.  Its just you.  You are a hinderance to my progression.
AC:  REally, im sorry I'll bring it over Saturday.

Ok, a few more exchanges where I was really mean.  And he was kinda persistent.  Until he said "goodbye."  He said, it was "sweet" knowing you, I love you and take care.

It crushed me.  Why can't I do the goodbye thing gracefully?

So ultimately, I let him come over.  Like it never happened.  And of course, we had mind blowing sex a few times over that week, complete with flavored lubes and juicy moments of passion.   But I was disturbed by something...